我为歌狂

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我的舞台

HEY!我不愿意活的象个问号

东张西望找不到自己的跑道

现在的我为梦想超速在奔跑

心在燃烧,来吧!

唱出感觉HIGH出味道

YEAH----

HEY!你再叹气就快变一个句号

难道不想看大家都为你尖叫

其实你也会象明星一样酷、让人心跳,来吧!

手舞足蹈别怕人笑

YEAH----

我的舞台我自己建造

要让全世界感到

我的剧本我自己写好

相信自己永远是个主角

我的魅力我自己创造

出呼每个人意料

我的未来我自己照耀

每个明天把我拥抱

BNTS

BNTS stands for Basic NCO Training School, its a place where people are trained to become NCOs(the elite of the BB companies). It is a tough, strict and may seems to be a torture chamber to some boys (this is in fact just some mental exercise). Detailed information about the camp is not to be leaked to make the trainings more effective and interesting.

Anyway, I attended the camp last year and this year I returned as a Helper. My job is simply "to help". Well, think of all the necessities of a camp of approximate 100 people on the shoulders of eight boys and you will get the idea. It's not that bad, for instant we did not have to cook since the food is cooked and sent to us by church members. But, I must say it wasn't a piece of cake at all. If the boys were mentally stress, we would be physically exhausted. However, the life at camp is always interesting. We get to sleep in tents this time because Helpers were not given the luxury to have a classroom. I shared a tent with L/cpl Christopher and the mosquitoes, guess the little pests must had slipped in when we entered. Another interesting thing is that we were not allowed to use the school canteen for the owner had to pay the electric and water bill himself.This results in moving several long wooden bench and tables from the canteen to a open-air hall. This is where the trainees will have their lunch and and they will never find having lunch more "torturing". I remember last time when I had to hold back my tears because of this. Once again I cannot tell you why. But I must assure you that it is not anything like eating hot red charcoal or drinking corrosive liquid, at least not literally.

serving dinner

I am happy to be able to spend time with my BB friends and officers during this holiday. The Boy's Brigade in Malaysia is definitely a great place to spice up your life. This is not limited to teenagers. My officer is 30 but he still finds BB an important part of his life. It is one thing to watch the boys grow and an even greater pleasure to be able to grow with them. For the parents out there, this is a place where your child will not go astray because our anchor is in God.

BAND

DRILL

March in of colour party in church parade

Please visit 1stsibucompany.wordpress.com for details of my company.

Hail The BOY's BRIGADE in MALAYSIA

For griffin

错了再错-张栋梁

退到了绝境再退

破碎到不能破碎

能挽回什么 你就不肯说

我只能猜疑却都错

泪水灌溉这伤悲

绝望是你赐给的安慰

为何你说慌 我却受惩罚

你不如就用刀刺下

我可以痛了再痛

你可以错了再错

不甘心 不闪躲

只为那失真的承诺

我转身让你换着活

你存心用尽我宽容

为什么连谎言你也刺破

错了再错-张栋梁

爱和痛彼此纠结

悲和我无法分解

厌倦的疲累 成了一片黑

伤痛都已无法消灭

泪水滋润着泪水

背叛是你另一种慰藉

完美的借口 泪无辜留下

你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛

你可以错了再错

不甘心 不闪躲

只为那失真的承诺

我转身让你换着活

你存心用尽我宽容

为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回

这悲剧猛向我追

情愿你全部摧毁

别留着燎原的火堆

给你的自由将我吞没

给我的爱像一根绳索

你放手却困住了我

我可以痛了再痛

你可以错了再错

不甘心 不闪躲

全为了失真的承诺

我转身让你换着活

你存心用尽我宽容

为什么连谎言你也刺破

为什么连谎言你也不说

don't let others make a choice for you

Below i s dedicated to an anonymous friend of mine whose eyes bleed more tears someone of that age should.

When you feel sad and hopeless,

When you feel that you suffered more than what someone so young should,

You should know that

You are loved.

When you feel that the world is unjust,

When you feel that your life is nothing but suffering,

You should know that

You are loved.

Don't get me wrong, I am not talking about Christianity here,

but merely reminding you that there are still people

that worship goodness, love and all that is righteous.

There are still people who believe that they live for others.

There are still people who wants to see you living happily ever after.

.

You choose to love only when you want to.

You live by choice, not by chance

Even God lets us choose whether to love him or not.

Love is only love when it's a willing choice.

And time makes that choice even more sweeter...

The equation that contradicts with all laws of mathematics

Today, I got my Science paper back and I got 79%. This was really a smack in the face for me since I usually get 90 plus. Well, no big deal, we learn from mistakes and I will definitely learn from this so to guarantee a better score in PMR. BUT, my Science teacher makes a "juicy" offer of 2 marks if I hand in one whole book of completed extra exercise because all my other classmates got 80 plus.....which means I am the last in the class*_*. And the most annoying thing is that she announced it to the whole class. Being mad and humiliated, I stubbornly rejected. Later, I proved that she counted the marks wrongly.

Seems like I won't be needing her generosity after all.

Another interesting thing that happened today is that I called Kwan Hui and Jia Qian by the name of Zhao Yi x_x. They happened to be the only two girls I called by name today and I called them both wrongly. Zhao Yi please forgive me, I guess my tongue is forever doomed to speak your name because i keep insulting you all the time.

HELLO WORLD

Hello world, I have finally decided to start my own blog. It all started from a challenge from a friend and now i hope to get serious with it. Apart from entertainment purpose and filling my time meaningfully, i hope to improve my English typically my grammar. So feel free to correct my mistakes and don't worry of my feelings *this is restricted to my language usage, I don't want any insults in other matters, thanks for your cooperation.